This was too spot on to not post to the blog. It is all up to us. Be positive instead of negative. Say "I can" instead of "I can't". Push your own limits and be proud of your accomplishments. Be contagious and share your smile. Train yourself with self-discipline to get up a little earlier and then add a little earlier still. I am so not a morning person, but guess what? Only 15 minutes earlier for a month and then another 15 minutes and now I'm up and at 'em a full hour before I used to drag myself out of bed. Let's just be our BEST selves, friends. : )
It is ALL Up to Us!
Labels: believe in yourself , dream believe achieve , Goals , healthy habits , HealthyLoserGal , positive , smile , wellness
Let the Wellness Begin!
My work desk at 10am... and all the good things that are helping me with my weight loss and fitness.
Labels: Challenge , dream believe achieve , fitbit , healthy habits , hydration , January challenge , water , Weight Loss , wellness
The MBTA and Me and Staying On Track
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| April, 2012 and up to 205 lbs. NOT GOOD! |
"Compulsive eating is a way we leave ourselves when life gets hard. Its a way we distance ourselves from the way things are when they are not how we want them to be." "It* is about the capacity to stay in the present moment.:" *Ending the obsession with food.
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| Leaving North Station on the MBTA Train |
I remain, therefore, Healthy Loser Gal!
Thanks for hanging in with me and supporting me, and - mostly - inspiring me! I'm so grateful for you all.
Here's to our health, friends!
Jan / HealthyLoserGal
Labels: Boston , Challenge , Geneen Roth , healthy habits , lose 100 pounds , mbta commuter rail , Weight Loss , Women Food God
In pursuit of personal forgiveness...
I have so much to say this evening but know I don't have the time to blog EVERYTHING I want to tell you, so - for this evening - let me break the barrier of having been away and the extreme guilt of that and ask for you all to forgive my absence. The last month to six weeks has been extremely hard for me on many personal levels and I have - I believe - finally, this past weekend, found my footing again, reclaimed my balance and am ready to forgive my own failings, accept I don't always make the best choices, and move on. More on this later this week - possibly tomorrow night.
Need new exercise routines to try? How about a Bollywood Dance Workout? Feeling totally stressed out from work or travel... take the time to unwind to the beautiful Turbo Meditation for Peace. New to yoga and the terminology and poses and overall basics... everything is explained in detail and the basic routines are thoroughly explained. If you are not new to yoga, I believe you'll find the offerings on MyYogaOnline to stimulate and challenge you (if that is what you're looking for) and will offer you deeper knowledge of how to use yoga fundamentals in your daily life. As a woman (ahem... 'over 40'), I appreciate the individualized videos for those of us looking to deal with possible new challenges of aging and female issues.
I urge you to check out the site. I have four two week passes to give away to those of you who believe you'll benefit from the site's offerings. (I can't, honestly, imagine any one who wouldn't.) To be eligible for the two week pass to the MyYogaOnline site, please follow them on Twitter and/or Facebook and leave me a comment here with a way (Twitter, email are best) to get in touch with you.
One belated giveaway to announce: I would like to congratulate a March Back to Basics challenge, @Elle_Bizzle, who did an incredible job on Back to Basics in March having lost 10+ pounds and checking in nearly daily with those of us on the #hlgB2B challenge. Her enthusiasm helped inspire others and, for that gift, she is receiving a 1 year Premium Unlimited Membership pass to MyYogaOnline. Enjoy it, my friend, it is well deserved and you're going to love their site! : )
Dream. Believe. Achieve.
Jan / HealthyLoserGal
Labels: Back to Basics , Challenge , dream believe achieve , Giveaway , healthy habits , Law of Attraction , My Yoga Online , MyYogaOnline , Weight Loss , wellness , Yoga
Halfway up the mountain! Gift of Fitness Challenge: Week 7 Check-in!
Have you ever gone rock or mountain climbing and you get halfway up to the peak and you look down? And you stop a moment and think to yourself "Oh, I have climbed halfway, that is really great... I didn't think I would get this far. Look down there at the base... I could climb down now and still be satisfied... and safe because I know I'll get down there without any difficulties."
Or you can keep climbing up! You can dig in your heels and plant your feet and reach for your goals and CLIMB to the top... go for the finish... especially when the end is in site. Does it get easier in the second half of a journey? Not always. You may have trained yourself and conditioned yourself during the first half to expect certain obstacles and overcome them. But, in my experience, there is always something new that will pop up to challenge you, to allow you to test yourself and feel that thrill of reaching a once out-of-site goal.
Let's do this! Let's finish the rest of this challenge strong and on target. Remember to write down your goals... revise them if you feel that will help you... believe in yourself... journal your activities and food daily... plan your meals and snacks and exercise... don't waiver from your belief in your own abilities and CELEBRATE every single achievement, large or small. Every ounce of energy you put into this challenge of fitness and health will come back to you in unmeasurable ways. You may see 'measurable' results on the scale or the tape measure or in besting personal fitness goals, but you can't see the internal pride you'll feel by keeping promises to yourself.
I'm rooting for you, friends. And I'm rooting for myself, too. Let's keep supporting each other and hit the second half of this challenge full throttle! : )
Check-in here for WEEK 7 through the comments... I want to hear your accomplishments and challenges and will be rewarding those of you climbing, stretching, challenging yourself to reach your own goals!
Dream.
Believe.
Achieve!
Jan / HealthyLoserGal
Labels: 90 day challenge , Challenge , dream believe achieve , Gift of Fitness , Goals , healthy habits , Journal , lose 100 pounds , mountain climbing , non-scale victory
Gift of Fitness Challenge Check-in: Week #2

Lots of activity on Twitter with #hlgFitGift tweets and it is wonderful to see everyone supporting one another through the good and the difficult! Thank you for checking in here on the blog, too... let's keep the momentum going and keep commenting below because not everyone is on Twitter and/or Facebook... some of our friends just check in through the blog so let's encourage one another here, too! (And remember there is a GREAT Conair Weight Watchers scale for one person up for grabs... if you're checking in often, you are in the running!)
If you didn't have a great week last week, don't you dare give up! We've got a long challenge ahead and giving up is not an option. You don't give up on your family, your kids, your friends in need, do you? I *know* you don't... then you shouldn't be giving up on your own goals of getting healthy and fit. I *know* it feels overwhelming sometimes and that pint of Ben & Jerry's is much more familiar than 30 minutes on the treadmill, but guess what? You signed up for this challenge because you know you need to kick it up a notch (or twenty notches!) and begin to make small steps to feel better about who you are and where you're going. You *can* do this! :)
You don't need to be perfect. No one is! So this can be our motto of the week (along with "Make Results, Not Excuses")...
Dream. Believe. (Work hard!) Achieve!
Jan / Healthy Loser Gal
Labels: 90 day challenge , conair , fitness , Giveaway , healthy habits , Motivation , weight watchers
90 Day Challenge: The Gift Of Fitness & Health
That's what I would have done a couple of years ago. I liked the familiar. I liked coming home at the end of the work day and eating myself into a numbing coma. I enjoyed watching television show after television show and eating and eating. I laughed through the comedies, worried along with the characters of the dramas... got up to get something more to eat and then plopped back down on the couch to do nothing but enjoy myself.
The reality of my situation was that I was killing myself. I was numbing myself to life by overeating and allowing myself to become morbidly obese. The continued eating of high sugar, high fat foods truly numbed my emotions to the point where - at the end of the evening - it was an effort to climb the stairs to fall into bed.
That wasn't 'the good life'. I pretended that it was. I pretended I was happy. But - deep down within me - I was miserable. My health was deteriorating. My happiness - true happiness - was non-existent. I was suffocating within my own self-imposed walls of fat. And I wasn't motivated to do anything about it.
And then something within me changed. I decided I was worth the effort and I wanted to live the rest of my life as a truly happy and healthy person. I realized that to be HAPPY, I first needed to get healthy. I started to listen to audio tapes about reinforcing positive behavior, positive energy and the power of attracting good things with positive actions. I began to believe I could change my life and got up off the couch and - in the privacy of my own living room - began to move more. Then I ventured outside and began to walk around the block, and then the high school track, and then a half mile, and then a mile, and then a 5k charity walk.
I had given myself a tremendous GIFT. I'd unwrapped within me the gift of believing in myself and reclaiming my health.
For the next 90 days I'm going back to basics. Ninety days from today is Christmas. I'm going to give myself the best gift I can imagine: the gift of wellness. I plan to lose 25 lbs. and hit my goal weight in December. I've been slacking for months and months and am ashamed of myself. That disappointment all changed on Saturday when I went to the gym and 'got back at it'.
So what is the 90 Day Challenge?
I would love you to join me on the next 90 days and reclaim whatever it is that YOU have let slide or set aside, too. Is it your weight loss goal? Your fitness routine? Your promise to yourself to go to the gym three times a week? To stop overeating or drinking too much? You know what it is... you're probably saying silently what that goal is as you read this.
I don't need to know your goal if you don't want to share it. But you need to write down your goal somewhere that you will see it everyday... preferably first thing in the morning and throughout your day. Place a calendar reminder in your auto-calendar on your phone or laptop and have a "reminder" come up daily that motivates you to keep at your goal... "eyes on the prize" as the saying goes.
Only join this 3 month challenge if you're truly committed because we're going to keep one another accountable. I need someone to get in my face on Twitter and Facebook and here and say "how many miles did you walk this week?" or "how many lbs. have you lost so far?" and badger me 'til I tell you! Hey, I need accountability, too, and expect that if I'm supporting you, you'll be there to support me! :)
This time the challenge is accompanied by some very cool incentives!
Besides the fact that by committing to yourself your own weight loss or fitness/wellness goal you will feel proud of yourself, if you are the challenger who checks in the most the first 14 days (either here or on Facebook or Twitter), you're going to receive the top of the line Conair Weight Watchers glass body analysis scale.* It is so incredibly cool!
If you are in the challenge and are actively checking in and posting and have decided to start walking outdoors or begin a new outdoor activity (think canoeing, biking, hiking, golf, running, etc.), you'll be entered in the gift set of Eucerin products for Everyday Body and Everyday Face lotion.
If you're going to stop eating junk food and are trying to eat healthier and are posting during the next 90 days often about how you're doing, you'll possibly win one of three cookbooks to keep you motivated and help with new recipes and changes you're making.
But, friends, the biggest, BEST gift that you will receive, is the gift of your own self-esteem and self-discipline. You will be able to look at yourself and say "I'm worth it. I'm doing this for me! I'm accomplishing my goals!" and mean it. You won't feel that old feeling of lying to yourself that everything is great when you can barely pull yourself up off the floor, when you have to buy another size bigger clothes when you swore to yourself you'd never get past the size you're in now... you'll really push yourself out the door to run that 2 mile loop at 6:30am.
So here are the details in condensed form:
1. In Comments here, on Twitter, or to my HealthyLoser Gal Facebook page, tell me that you are IN the #hlgFitGift 90 Day Challenge. Use the #hlgFitGift hashtag on Twitter.
2. Somewhere, preferably on paper where you can tape it to your frig or bathroom mirror or somewhere you can't miss it, you're going to write the weight loss, fitness or wellness goal you're going to challenge yourself to achieve in the next 90 days. (i.e., I'm writing "I'm losing 10 lbs. in October, 10 lbs. in November and 5 lbs. in December. I'm walking 5x weekly. I'm not eating after 8pm nightly.")
3. You check in as often as you can (I'll be going for every other day here, daily on Twitter) and support other people in the challenge. If you need help, you ask for it! :)
4. You commit to exercise in some way for at least 10 minutes a day 4x a week every week of the challenge. That is easy-peasy, friends! Everyone - no matter your fitness level - can squeeze in 10 minutes 4x a week.
5. You drink a lot of water and be kind to yourself! Develop a POSITIVE mantra about how you can do whatever you set your mind to accomplish! :)
6. You're honest to yourself and other challengers about how you're doing. If you fall off five times and begin again six times during this challenge, you're still in it! It isn't about how many times you fall down, it is about how many times you get back up and continue! ; )
I know where I'm headed the next 90 days... I've got goals written down and I'm going for them full throttle! I hope you'll join me in the Fit Gift Challenge!
Dream. Believe. Achieve!
Jan / Healthy Loser Gal
*If there is a tie on who is checking in most often, I will do the random number prize selection.
Labels: Challenge , conair , dream believe achieve , eucerin , fitness , Giveaway , healthy habits , lose 100 lbs. , Weight Loss , weight watchers , wellness
Whole Foods Dedham Launches Wellness Club
A few weeks ago I was fortunate enough to be invited by Whole Foods to the launch of their Dedham facility's new Wellness Club, the first of five such sites now planned to be launched across the country.
The website describes the Club as "an inviting environment where members are empowered to make educated and positive lifestyle choices that promote their long-term health and well-being through coaching, delicious food and a supportive community" (huh?). What I came away understanding it to be is a beautiful glass enclosed structure smack dab in the middle of the store where - for a substantial fee (for me, anyways, this is substantial) of $199 to sign-up and then monthly fees of $45 plus additional fees for the "Supper Club" - you're coached on developing new healthy eating habits and wellness and can attend cooking demonstrations in their very cool kitchen/classroom.
The blogging evening started with local food and health bloggers coming together in Dedham. The moment I walked in I was greeted by Lisa Johnson and we chatted before the presentation a bit, Lisa making the very good point of how the health and fitness blogging community has just begun to catch-up to the Mommy blogging community in terms of networking together and community building.
The Wellness Club eating recommendations seem to be based on a vegan diet, although this is only suggested, not mandatory. The evening started with a presentation by Dr. Matt Lederman, co-author with his wife (who was also in attendance), Dr. Alona Pulde, of the book "Keep It Simple, Keep It Whole: Your Guide to Optimum Health". They serve nationwide as the Club's "Wellness Experts" and "have developed a comprehensive Lifestyle Change Program that is designed to help club members make changes for lifelong health at their own pace."
From my understanding, the program is based on "Four Pillars" (or bowls as Dr. Matt referred to often in his presentation) of 1) unrestricted whole veggies and fruits 2) unrestricted amounts of whole starches - both 1 & 2 filling your stomach with bulk and 'stretch' 3) healthy fats and finally, 4) limited amounts of richer, nutrient dense foods that are often slightly more processed, too.
Following the Four Tier explanation and presentation, we were treated to a cooking demonstration using this approach by Chef Ryan Parker, a Culinary Institute of America trained chef, who demoed three recipes for us.
The first was an eggplant and roasted red pepper with chickpea hummus. I really enjoyed the cooking demo, learning some interesting techniques, and finding out about 'smoked paprika' spice which I had never used before (but bought on my way out of the store). For my taste, the hummus was a little bland, but perhaps that is because I'm used to very spicy hummus.
Chef Ryan also made a 'no bake' New England apple spice cake for us which featured a cashew cream which was delicious. His poached pears in ginger, cinnamon with fresh berries and a drizzle of raspberry sauce also looked delicious and was very easily prepared, illustrating that whole foods do not need to be elaborate to prepare or time consuming.
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| No bake Apple Spice Cake with Cashew Cream & Berries and Spiced Poached Pears with Raspberry drizzle |
If you read Healthy Loser Gal blog regularly you know I love to promote Buying Local and Farm-To-Table having grown up in rural upstate New York and being an advocate for the small farm. The signage below on the Whole Foods wall caught my attention:
Labels: Boston Blogger , healthy habits , vegan , wellness , wellness club , whole foods
One Hundred Pounds Lost & One Year Anniversary of Maintaining! Hallelujah!
I've done it!!!
Through the emotional ups and downs of a crazy year, I've maintained my 100 lb. weight loss and have made it to the one year anniversary! I'm fist bumping myself!!
I thought last year was a milestone when I hit the one hundred pound mark, but this year, in many ways, proved to be more difficult and so - for me - the celebration is sweeter.
At New Year's I was down a total of 122 pounds and felt incredible... I remember working out at the YMCA the week between Christmas and New Year's and thinking "I have this... this is habit now... this is so cool!" Little did I know that with the new year would come emotional personal drama and with that all my new healthy habits would be challenged. And little did I know that I would fail miserably in some of those challenges and begin to let weight creep back onto my body.
By mid-March I had stopped exercising regularly and began to back pedal dramatically 'til I took contol of things and kicked the drama out of my life, reclaiming me again. The lessons I'd learned about portion control and walking and exercising were back front and center in my life and I began to drop the excess weight I'd put on, turning my own emotions back to "positive" from having slipped to feeling negative.
While in January I was only 15 pounds from my goal weight, tonight I am 28 lbs. away. But I feel good again, feel healthy once more and have been exercising regularly and eating healthy without thinking about it. That habit has been learned and not broken. I eat remarkably good foods and continue to lose weight when I keep my walking up. What I'm concentrating on now is getting myself backed to how toned I was in January. Let me tell you something - when you're working out and getting into shape - don't take a break because you're going to very quickly lose that momentum! That is a valuable lesson I learned this spring! What's my new goal? I have a special event coming up in October that I'd like to be 15 lbs. lighter for. I'm setting my first 5 lb. goal for September 10th. I believe in my own abilities and what I've learned over these last two years and know I'll be able to make that goal. What I hope you know is that if *I* can lose this weight and get healthy after having been morbidly obese and having NO fitness in my life whatsoever, YOU can do this, too! If you need some help... just ask me and I'll do what I can to get you on the right path!
Dream. Believe. (Work Hard!) Achieve!
Jan / HealthyLoser(AndMaintainer! lol)Gal
Labels: 100 lbs. lost , dream believe achieve , Goals , Healthy , healthy habits , lose 100 pounds , Milestone , non-scale victory , Weight Loss
Awesome August: Healthy Habits & Having FUN!
Friday was one of those great summer days when the sun is out and it is hot but there are billowy clouds that are calling for you to get outside and DO something! Luckily for me, my job allows us to have a couple of Fridays off over the summer and this past Friday afternoon was my turn!
To keep up with my planning of food, I needed to hit the local farm stand and grocery store to get some healthy foods ready for the weekend and coming week. I have a friend who wanted to go with me - talk about your healthy eater - this gal is paper thin and up for any sort of challenge... and I'm not kidding! ; ) (Cue the FitStella montage!)
It is soooo wonderful to have the farm stands stocked with local summer fruits and vegetables! I picked up local watermelon and berries, cantaloupe, three varieties of fresh lettuce, sweet corn, onions, green peppers, and tomatoes - all from Wilson Farm in Lexington, Mass. I stopped at my favorite little local fish market and picked up scallops and the local Stop 'n Shop for skinless chicken and avocados.
All the lettuces got broken into smaller pieces and rinsed and spun dry. When that was done it was onto the fruit salad...
After the salads were stored in the frig, it was time for some fun exercise in the sun... bike riding! Yay! Helmet and Go Sport ID both in place, an expected 30 minute bike ride ended up being 90 minutes on the bike path because it was so darn nice out I didn't want to turn around and come home! : ) But FitStella suggested we probably should ride home before dark since I hadn't brought my headlight or blinking rear light for the bike with us. (Not only is she fit and healthy, FitStella is smart!) Labels: Awesome August , bicycling , biking , exercise , fitstella , food planning , fruit salad , healthy habits , Journal , lose 100 lbs.
Awesome August Challenge! Let's Go For It!
Last August I started monthly challenges on the blog and over the course of a year we have had 327 people (!!!) join into healthy challenges for weight loss or fitness or... like me, for both! :) This month, I'm going back to the original challenge and hope you'll all join in! I want to ROCK this month of August... I want to end it looking back and by us saying "I really gave this month my all... it truly has been AWESOME!" So who is with me?
Oh! and I'm still working on my Healthy Habit Challenge, too, believe me - - and so far so good - I'm planning my food and exercise and logging which is my goal for a new habit!
How did the summer come and go so quickly? I am determined to make every little second of August count for me - both for summer fun and fitness! When thinking about this earlier tonight I logged onto Twitter and posed the question "If I were to challenge you to an #AwesomeAugust for #fitness, would you join me? Maybe something like committing to exercise 24 of 31 days?" Well, within an hour or so, I had well over two dozen resounding "I'm IN!" replies! I was so shocked and happy! How totally cool are our Twitter friends and I am SURE some of you reading the blog will join in, too.
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| Sweaty, happy, HealthyLoser :) |
If "you're in!" on the Awesome August Challenge and want to use the badge above or over on the right, simply right click on it and save it to your photo directory to add to your webpage or blog!
Happy first day of August, friends, and let's have an Awesome August!!
Dream. Believe. Achieve!
Jan / HealthyLoserGal
Labels: Awesome August , Challenge , Healthy , healthy habits , lose 100 pounds , lost 100 lbs. , positive , Success , Twitter
Easy Summer Dinner: Panko Crusted Chicken & Garden Salad
Every once in awhile I want to change up an old recipe and try out a healthier version. Sometimes it takes a few attempts to perfect the recipe and sometimes - you nail it on the first try! The latter was tonight! : )
I cut a skinless 7 oz chicken breast into strips, shaking them in a plastic bag to coat them lightly with whole wheat flour (about 1/2 cup). Taking them out of the bag, I brushed them sparingly with one egg white and 2 Tbsp of water whisked together, removing them to a mixing bowl holding 3/4 cup of seasoned panko crumbs, coating the chicken pieces thoroughly.
In a medium cast iron skillet, I'd heated 4 Tbsp of rosemary EVOO (which, I'm proud to say, I made myself from my own little herb garden) and placed the chicken pieces together in the skillet for about 3 minutes on the 1st side, 2 minutes on the second, creating a nice brown, crunchy coating on the chicken.
Removing the chicken pieces with tongs, I placed them on a paper towel to remove any excess EVOO (there wasn't much) and cool a bit while I whipped up 1/4 cup each of Dijon mustard and fresh honey, squeezed a lemon over the chicken and about a tsp into the dressing, adding 1 Tbsp of light Hellman's mayo and whisking all together. Perfect honey mustard for dipping the chicken into!
My Lexington Farmers' Market trip had provided me with fresh baby greens and tomatoes and fresh mushrooms so I quickly rinsed all and arranged them in a bowl with a drizzle of balsamic vinegar.
Dinner in about 15 minutes total from start to finish and enough left-over chicken to have as part of lunch today! All good and all healthy! : )
Bon appetit!
Dream. Believe. Achieve!
Jan / HealthyLoserGal
Labels: chicken , Healthy , healthy habits , Healthy Loser Gal , lose 100 pounds , low calorie , menu , recipe
Buy Local at Farmers Market = Supporting Small Farms & Eating Healthy!
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| Busa Farms beautiful array of fresh, local produce |
Today was my first visit of the 2011 season and I purchased delicious local raspberries, romaine lettuce, and fresh sweet corn from Busa Farms (Lexington Rd., Concord, MA), picked-this-morning bouquet of thee most fragrant lavender from The Herb Farmacy in Salisbury, and cukes from Rad Urban Farmers (who brought his produce to market on a bike and grows it in his own backyard! Pretty darn cool!). Oh, and tomatoes - gorgeous ones - from Charlton Orchard (Charlton, MA).
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| Beautiful flower and lavender bouquets from The HERB FARMacy |
Additionally, I noticed today the Farmers' Market is sponsored in part by Joyce Murphy, a local Lexington Realtor at William Raveis Realty, who is absolutely the ideal real estate agent! I first met Joyce when I moved to Lexington 20 years ago this week! She knows more about the Lexington area than anyone I have since met and I couldn't possibly recommend her more highly! : )
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| Enticing herbs from the HERB FARMacy |
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| Rad Urban Farmers' stand of backyard grown veggies :) |
"The first farmer was the first man. All historic nobility rests on the possession and use of land." Ralph Waldo Emerson

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| Fresh, local corn from 'up the road a piece' at Busa Farms in Concord, Mass. |
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| Lexington Farmers' Market, Tuesdays thru October |
Labels: 100 lbs. lost , Boston Magazine , buy local , farm to table , farms , Healthy , healthy habits , Joyce Murphy , lexington farmers market













































